very black day. spent 5 hours writing out a project for my communications class. lots of italian, lots of dictionary, lots of conjugating verbs in odd ways. brain fried a bit. then i took it to simone, who read the title page and said, "i have no idea what you're trying to say here". bad start. feel terrible and illiterate. am tired of not being about to speak this stupid language, im just over it.
also i fell down out of the train this morning and now i have a black eye.
none of this is working out.
feel like its time to call it quits.

i just want annabelle so badly it hurts.