alright, whatever, i'm totally over this. jane's mother is right: never chase after a man or a bus; there's always another one coming. plus this is just silly. blue eyes, dimples, strong arms and ripply shoulders don't necessarily equal love and life ever-after, so i'll take what i can get for now, do it well, with kindness and tenderness and affection and humor, and afterward...well, there's plenty of other blue-eyed fish in the meditteranean. thats a damned fact.
as for me, i am a cool, confident, beautiful woman of substance.
anyway, feel a million pounds lighter. not sure when the change occured...maybe it has to do with the fact that ANGELA is almost here! im going to meet her at the airport in ten minutes. bruce springsteen tonight, croatia saturday, and then off off off into the wind, new destinies, new faces, stars alligned and adventure abounds. things are just as they should be.

and tonight...Bruce Springsteen!